Filosophical Monologues
I’m tired of the endless monologue into blank space. I hunger for dialog with new people who tend to think just like me or exactly the opposite. The only way to broaden my views is to be open for the views of others. I’m trying to find people who are able to explain their views in a way I can understand them. It’s not about wether I agree with those or not, It’s just that I want to know how other people think in their very existence. It’s almost something psychological or metaphysical even. I thought it wouldn’t be hard to find people that would fit this description. That was a presumption that quickly turned to dust. I quickly found out that, unlike I previously thought, most people just don’t care. Most people just don’t want to think about why and how they came to be. It still surprises me how so many people can just ignore the primary question of their lives, or, life in general. They seem to live in this little egosphere and everything is relativated from that perspective. I don’t imply that these people are less human because of that fact, but for me it feels impossible to just don’t care. I’m sure there are more people out there who have their answers for life’s major questions and gave it a lot of thought.
I don’t know where this hunger for knowledge comes from. It could be human nature, but how would you explain that ignorant majority? It could be purely sociological in nature. But I doubt that. The other major explanation would be biology. Humans tend to seek out other humans who have similarities with themselves. Some sort of self reflection through another human being. This form of attraction is only known to apply to humans because of our complex social structures. Maybe that’s what fueling this questioning, I don’t really know. A nice little fact to back up this theory is that the most of people I’ve contacted are female. I mean, this could be purely coincidental but could also have the same biological background. They have also been the people that have been the most helpful in giving me access into their world of thoughts and theories. Only a few men have granted me that right so far. I’ve learned alot but I still don’t think I’ve got it. I don’t even know what I’m looking for but I know, like I’ve written before, that I’ll know when I’ve reached the theory I’m looking for.
I know some people that I don’t know read this blog, it’s a long shot but if someone understands what I’ve been ranting about in this post we should talk.
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